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Sep

When you walked into my life, suddenly I knew...all the love I had inside was leading me to you...

...I*ve lived and loved so much, but through each high and low, I let my heart be touched...
...I*ve never loved like this in my time.
After all that I*ve been through...I*m in love with you.

I*m a tried and true romantic who*s seen and done it all...

...Us dreamers don*t complain: We keep reaching for the passion, no matter what the pain...
....but when I looked into your eyes...I found what I was searching for, shining in your face

"In My Time"

I

You know, I*m no beginner.
My heart*s been to the wall.
I*m a tried and true romantic
who*s seen and done it all.

And when you walked into my life,
suddenly I knew:
All the love I had inside
was leading me to you

Refrain:

In my time
I*ve lived and loved so much,
but through each high and low
I let my heart be touched.

In my time
there isn*t much I*ve missed.
I*ve seen love come and go,
but Heaven knows,
I*ve never loved like this in my time

Bridge:

After all that I*ve been through...
...I*m in love with you

II

I*ve won some and I*ve lost some,
but us dreamers don*t complain.
We keep reaching out for passion
no matter what the pain.

But when I looked into your eyes,
it all fell into place.
I found what I was searching for
- shining in your face.

Refrain:

In my time
I*ve lived and loved so much,
but through each high and low
I let my heart be touched

In my time
there isn* much I*ve missed.
I*ve seen love come and go,
but Heaven knows,
I*ve never loved like this in my time

Bridge:

After all that I*ve been through...
...I*m in love with you

(Repeat Refrain and Bridge)

[Songwriters: C. Weil, M. Masser] [Performed by:Teddy Pendergrass]

HARRY SUPERMAN...mine, mine, mine, mine, mine!!! SO SEXY!!!!! ARRRGHHHH!!!! ME WANNA EAT HIM (OOOPS ME CENSORING THIS STUFF!). ME WILD WITH FASCINATION FOR THIS SEXY, SEXY GUY! *licks a banana wishing it were him*

UPDATE: Well, the fact is that he*s not mine (!!!!!) (hello!!!...we broke up, remember?) but STILL I kept on saying "mine, mine, mine, mine, mine" etc.

...*cause he*s so...(what the interviewer told her Hubba when she didn*t mean to...that Harry*s delicious...*slap*)

Yeah I still like him. So what?

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Sep

SOME NOTES ON OUR BREAK-UP (I toned down the drama of the original...this is like a dry discussion of the thing, some comments, you know...)...TOTALLY UNCENSORED UTTER NONSENSE from a girl bawling her heart out...The GRATITUDE is REAL though

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When I wrote this (paragraph in red) I was being pessimistic because the break-up was depressing of course:

[BY THE WAY: The more times you have broken up, the less likely it is that you were meant to be for each other...unless you beat the odds....but we mustn*t pin our hopes on rare things...like beating the odds....I think...]

The contents of my article on Umbrella Girl transferred here:

[The former graphics and articles about my then-bf Harry have been transferred to that secret blog I talked about in the original amypinkglass (which I can*t access now)...the secret blog*s name is THE SEXIEST MAN ON EARTH. It was created in June of 2015 I think...now it houses those articles about Superman, My Jealousy and all that...including The Gift.]

(and now I rant for about FOUR paragraphs about how NO break-up can ever be THAT sweet!...)

I have not had time to write a full article on it (probably triple the length of this?)...but yes, we broke up. I don*t actually buy what happened, we fought about how soon we were to marry, and at first I might have seemed unreasonable...he was thinking in one to three years, I was going for after-thirty-years-or-twenty. Maybe ten, but the number won*t matter. Wanna know why? I think even if we agreed on that, it*s NOT the real cause of our break-up. I will find out sooner or later anyway. And NO, I don*t have a secret boyfriend. I think he just doesn*t want to let me down in an abrupt manner (even if it were fine with me) because being brutally frank would go against his kind-hearted character. So all this fighting because of love/jealousy/the year we*d be wed is probably just the veneer of the true reason...even when that*s what truly happened! Yes, we fought about the sweetest thing fiances could ever fight about.

Anyway, I*m not blaming him. I just don*t buy what ACTUALLY happened when we broke up, that*s all. It seems surreal, so unreal. If you REALLY want to break up with someone, and you come up with the sweetest reason, it just seems far-fetched.

You might remark that he probably didn*t mean to break up with me but to say that the reason I wanted to be with him much later, i.e. marry him later rather than sooner, was because I was secretly waiting for "someone" else is so lame. My real reason was for him to enjoy his young, fun-filled bachelor days so he wouldn*t have a sexual midlife crisis wherein he would languish and pine away for those lost days of bachelorhood that he never had...we all feel sorry for men experiencing that variety of a midlife crisis, right?? And evaluate these parting sentiments of his: "You*re not mine. You*re his. You love him!!! If you think I can*t shut you out of my feelings, you*re wrong. I can, and I*m doing it now. It*s sad. Goodbye, Noelle." It was along those lines (but more dramatic). You mean that*s not a break-up?

[He*s a bit more direct now (in the past, he provoked me to "say the break-up words") but still not direct enough...(the reason is hidden) (c*mon, a break-up can*t be THAT sweet...with the guy feeling bad because he can*t marry his girl ASAP...AND THEN the girl isn*t given an option to explain or change WHAT HE HAS ALREADY DECIDED ON AS A SOLUTION....AN IRREVERSIBLE, IRREVOCABLE BREAK-UP...because she had a secret boyfriend somewhere and wanted to marry THAT GUY instead! Oh wow! Yeah he had tears. I cried too. And we can never expect a correction of that recent INDIRECTNESS. Totally indirect. That CAN*T be the real reason for our break-up! It*s still a break-up though and I have no say in it.]

All in all though (not counting the lame reason he had for shutting me out of his feelings), he really was a good guy...I had a good guy for a boyfriend, so I thank him for that plus all the wonderful times I*ve had because of his attentive ways and most of all, his good intentions and his true love for me. Unfortunately, true love does die, I just don*t know how it did here...maybe it was the same thing with a past love of mine. Still, my gratitude (for the great times) remains.

Thank you also to a few persons who supported our pairing...Wow, you*re so few in number, who gave me such kind words about loving Harry, that I can actually count all of you. The rest of the world just didn*t want him for me, male and female alike. To those who sacrificed their feelings and still supported me, well, I noticed that, okay? You loved both Harry and me, I know. Thank you so much!

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Sep

The FIRST POST on this Journal: EVENTS HAPPEN QUICKLY: NOTES FOR WHEN WE GOT BACK TOGETHER IN THE PAST (AN OLD PROFILE UPDATE TRANSFERRED TO THIS AREA) (NOTE: WE BROKE UP...AGAIN...ON SEPTEMBER 22) (STAY TUNED, KEEP YOUR EYES PEELED, ETC.)

*Apostrophes do not work in this journal

[Note: Some of the articles you may be looking for might be in one of the two blogs mentioned on this site: "Umbrella Girl by Apple Mayflowers" and "The Sexiest Man On Earth"...both on Wordpress.]

UPDATE (September 8, 2015): Yeah...so uhm...some of you went to the amypinkglass site and read my profile there. Unfortunately, I couldn\'t access it to give an update, so I\'ll give it here.

You can see my log-in record here so as long as I can access this profile, the latest will be written here.

I and the sexiest man on Earth have actually OFFICIALLY RECONCILED last July 16, 2015. (We broke up last June 13, 2015 and started giving feelers to each other on June 23, 2015 - that we were still in love with each other, and cannot possibly let go of our friendship, neither the first one or the one on a whole, new, different level. We lasted 10 days in the break-up and were so miserable without each other.)

You do know that IF ONLY ONE OF US FELT THIS WAY (very much in love and miserable without the other), there would be no reconciliation. (And we almost broke up forever and ever on July 11, when my Honey was waiting for me to announce that we were officially back together...and I\'ll spare you the details but he lost his patience because it was taking me so long to announce our reconciliation officially (it depended on me because I asked for some friendly "space" -- there...I said it anyway lol), and he actually thought I didn\'t love him anymore. (The story of that near-forever-break-up that FORTUNATELY didn\'t happen, is written somewhere on the net. Haha - well I won\'t give a link because Google might give me a "Penguin update" or something...I think DN is exempt but I\'m still thinking about giving that link...)

We\'re fine, my Honey and I...he was initially a bit rattled by a "gift" I presented him with...but he\'s getting used to the idea of it. Being a young person and all that, he knows he\'s got his whole life ahead of him.

Okay, I may sound like I\'m talking nonsense here, especially to those who don\'t know about the gift...so I\'ll stop at that.

We\'re fine and very much in love. The future? We\'re very hopeful about it.

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