AM I HINTING TO THE WORLD AT LARGE...THAT I WANT HARRY BACK? (AM I WISHY-WASHY??) - By amypinkglass_2

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AM I HINTING TO THE WORLD AT LARGE...THAT I WANT HARRY BACK? (AM I WISHY-WASHY??)

The following refers to my post which immediately precedes this one:

Some people, notably, my enemies (those who dislike me intensely for various reasons) have a particular, evil pleasure, which is mocking and taunting me about being wishy-washy and having no philosophy to live by. Therefore they say the post preceding this was my way of telling the world I really don*t have any backbone. This is my reply to their taunts:

The ideas I WANTED TO CONVEY in the preceding post were:

1. I have no idea about what my destiny is, when it comes to love...and there may be none!

2. I*m choosing to tell the story of one of Harry*s various reactions to my posts

3. We still communicate a lot and it*s something I don*t mind letting people know (I mean, so what? Do it with your ex too!)

4. I think (my personal opinion of course) he*s really cute when he*s jealous

5. Maybe this point isn*t so obvious but NEVER DID I HINT that I*m considering being his girlfriend again. Perhaps it*s very unusual for exes to communicate so much, but remember, we had a strong bond BEFORE we became sweethearts.

Yes, perhaps it*s NOW timely to reveal a question I ask myself these days, because I do have a crush on him: How can someone THAT handsome and sexy be "NOT mine at all"??? A thought comes to mind immediately after that, and at the cost of repetition, as I*ve said in the Welcome page of Umbrella Girl by Apple Mayflowers, "Just because something is awesome and great doesn*t mean I should have it." And I also firmly believe that "If someone ISN*T my Destined One, no amount of wishing and no amount of love for him can ever make this person mine, and mine alone. Destiny is destiny, what befalls us befalls us."]

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