| Meanwhile, here was what I wrote previously, and remember, the latest news is the FIRST sentence of this profile and it begins with the word UPDATE. (clear?)
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I\'m in the process of writing something so just wait for it.
(When things come up, they just change everything...so wait for that.)
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I\'ve calmed down.
This is NOT accurate, it turns out:
We\'re in love (STILL) although the official status is still up in the air.
SCRATCH THAT!! THIS IS THE REAL UPDATE:
I have no idea what he feels for me. I still do love him because he has not done anything wrong. Breaking up doesn\'t count with me because they\'re always a result of either misunderstanding or finality in decisions. Nothing wrong with that!
The thing to remember IS: He has the world at his feet and women dying to be his one-and-only. I\'m just one of the many that are alive now and he has a great deal of CHOICES.
I\'ll still retain the mistaken impression here for a time (LUVIN\' \'N STUFF...see below) before I delete or transfer it...that I mistakenly thought he still loves me, I mean, why would he stick with me when he has other options?
We have identical beliefs regarding exes, and that is: It\'s okay to still speak to your ex. There\'s no need to be hostile with your ex, you know. With us - we\'re still best friends, we can still talk, just not about that darned wedding the date of which we couldn\'t agree on and so we broke up. The past is past. Just because you\'re still best friends doesn\'t mean you can go THERE again though...but yes, I\'m still in love...and even if he still has feelings for me, we\'re talking as friends.
(In other words: Regardless of our feelings, I don\'t think we\'re going "there" again...we\'re just going to fight about it again!)
(To those who still don\'t know, you can read up on how a loving couple broke up in Umbrella Girl by Apple Mayflowers on WordPress. You might learn that in this world, love is not enough to keep two people together...and other things. Or you can just be curious, and that\'s okay too.)
So scratch "We\'re in love, still" and replace that with "Whatever he deems worthy of his time, I wish him luck on that." Good luck and God bless!
LIKE I\'VE SAID, PLEASE DISREGARD THE LUVIN \'N STUFF ITEM BELOW! (Although I have not deleted it yet because I\'m very amused at my naivete!)
I basically don\'t plan my life. Perhaps I will meet someone someday who will be my opposite. Well even if my ex is my opposite, we\'re not together now.
What I\'m saying is: If some of you think that the events of my life are a part of some elaborately, carefully planned life, you are mistaken.
Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think the likes of my sexy ex would fall for someone like me! So I\'m thankful, and let us let life go on for us all.
NOW IGNORE THE FOLLOWING, WHICH I WILL DELETE LATER, AFTER I\'VE STARED AT IT A LOT:
LUVIN\' \'N STUFF:
He knows, he knows...that I love him with all of my heart.
Me - do I know something about his feelings? When he\'s being cryptic giving me sweet nothings in French, well hell yeah!!
The question is the recon, the official status. Maybe when the moment is right. I want things to happen naturally between us, and not be forced. So...when the time is right I suppose...
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