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Feb

So he reassures me...or maybe he reassured her...LoL...

He posted, I think, eighteen -18- messages that were anonymous in a certain place (his blog?? I*m not saying!)

...and they were such loving messages...that got me thinking about whether or not he was trying to tell me something, because I had already told him that I was madly in love with him...it wouldn*t hurt to respond with what*s really in your heart now, would it?...

...so that was the question I posted in my profile and I said to myself, that since he wasn*t giving me indications about his feelings for me, those messages were PROBABLY FOR HER.

[UPDATE: He said they were FOR ME!

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Note: Since I know him quite well, I*d say some messages are double messages, on one hand, reassuring her that things are as they were (well, I don*t know of his overall plan, but I came see how he wants to handle this for now) and on the other hand, telling me he loves me.

If you ask me, he*s worth the wait (I have now realized that this is a big thing...it could take many, many years before things become clear to any of us...well, I*m in it for the long haul, unless miraculous events intervene and change the courses of our lives. To take the safe stand, I*ll simply bet he*ll stay with her...and maybe one of my long-standing suitors could fit the bill nicely someday.)

It really is up to him, you know...if he decides it*s less complicated for him if he stayed with her, what can I do but accept it? Or if he decides it is her he really loves, then so be it. Really.

On the other hand, if he loves me as much as I love him (and how I love him so!) then there would be a beautiful love story there...and I*ll have my hot and sexy guy all to myself!