| [Note: This article is written in ENGLISH except for the initial remark]
Poof!
Kasi sunud-sunod na ang mga pangyayari...nagselos siya (kamakailan lang), pagkatapos naiinis siya nang tuluyan na naging hindi-mapagpatawad-na-galit na todo...Wala nang pag-asa...malamang...
Translation:
It*s because of events happening one after the other...he got jealous (just recently), and then he got so infinitely annoyed that it turned to absolute, unforgiving anger...No more hope...most probably...
Our favorite author (his and mine) had said:
"A man forgets but doesn*t forgive, a woman forgives but doesn*t forget..."
We both tend to believe almost everything our fave author says (written inside his adventure books), including this one (Well after I forgive, I forget....so that*s not entirely correct...but I believe the man*s-anger-part of the quote)
So I guess that*s the end of it...Once anger sets in, there is no forgiveness from a man.
There*s one possibility, and is one in a billion...that he*ll see it all later in a different light..I don*t want to describe how he should even see it, if he EVER does (because he might NOT EVER...NEVER...). I don*t want to give suggestions on how he must see the matter.
Our favorite author also said:
"Better to have one woman on your side, rather than ten men..."
Hence, I was just wondering if he EVER NOTICED which woman was on his side...Just saying.
Now this is fate. I didn*t dream of falling in love, I just live my life from day to day...Sometimes,
suddenly, your heart won*t stop bothering you about a certain man...It happens sometimes. Let us
forgive ourselves (for falling) (in love).
I know there are those who whisper to him that they "heard" that I was very evil and so on and so forth (by the way, some hackers are manipulating my profile, putting 666, 33 and 11...nasty, nasty...)...I wonder WHO those whisperers are...Do they have a hidden agenda,
a personal SELFISH MOTIVE for telling him something that is a blatant lie, insisting upon his virgin ears such an idiotic proposition? Would they GAIN SOMETHING from insisting that they heard that I was so evil?
Isn*t there any HOPE then??...Well, there is a very low probability to it but there*s a possibility (ranked LOWER than a very low probability) that the past would dissolve for some glowing, truthful reason...perhaps a realization that everything was pure and good all along...but let*s not count on that! That realization is so rare. It takes the right kinds of people...both the perceived offender and the offended.
How can you repair broken glass? If you glue all the broken pieces together, things will never be the same again...but if you go back to the factory, melt the broken glass pieces with glowing fire that is the reason for their being (reason for their being glass) then the glass will be like new and the past is erased...But like I said, let*s not count on it. It*s rare.
I*ll just go on living my life until my mission on Earth is finished. I don*t know why some guys love me deeply. Then again...I don*t know HOW he could hate me. He hates me. It*s happened. What matters is
that it*s happened. We cope from there, I guess...
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