| [HOW IT HAPPENED][THIS KIND OF POST IS FOR THE CURIOUS, BUT I ALSO PUT IT HERE FOR HIM, TO GIVE HIM MY EXACT VIEW OF EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED, EVEN IF HE TELLS ME THAT HE WASN*T "THAT" JEALOUS, ETC.  )
[POST DETAILS (again, for the curious):This used to be just one post...and that was the skeleton of the story. Now I*m editing it, adding even more details to the basic framework story and so it expands. It now has four (4) parts. Part 4 naturally has the most views because the whole framework or bare bones of the story was formerly located there...so if you want to know how many know the story, look at the viewer count in Part 4, which has more views than Parts 3, 2 and 1; the preceding part always has less views than the next part.]
CRUSH or BOYFRIEND??
Both. Things do develop...He was a secret crush of mine...Nancy-Drew-me, I fell for his mysterious ways...I think we didn*t realize that we were falling in love at the same time, and we tried to keep it a secret from each other...
But things happen...
OUR STORY:
He was my secret crush and he didn*t know it...Likewise, I didn*t know that he was very interested in knowing ALL about me that he even did some internet research on me...(he found so many things out about me!)(my sites, yes!)...I guess you could say that at that point he was already attracted to me...
There soon came a time when all of a sudden, he started acting differently towards me and I felt rejected as a friend by him. (I didn*t know if his girlfriend was putting lots of restrictions...but we*re getting ahead of the story here...REMEMBER that at this time I DIDN*T know that he had a girlfriend)
More than that though, he looked as if rejecting my friendship was a challenge he could win...it suddenly became important for him to push me away.
[NOTE: It*s a phenomenon here, at least I saw it, and about NINE MALE members of Desktop Nexus (you got that right...not one...not three...but I encountered 9 guys who were being strange like this and it*s a weird phenomenon)...(they) acted distant or hurt by me (just the men acted in this particular way, how curious...there were misundertandings with some women but that felt "not weird"/normal)...and the reason was ALWAYS(!!!) (I was really annoyed) that they were being TOO FLIRTATIOUS with me and I pulled away...(In fairness to the guys that act normally, there were a good number of normal guys that I met here on DN) Back to the abnormality...Does this weird behaviour make men intriguing? No, and it might create even more distance...EXCEPT MY CRUSH ("for every rule there is an exception" applies here) because, in my heart of hearts, I REALLY WANTED MY CRUSH, THAT HOT AND SEXY GUY, TO FLIRT WITH ME (so badly!!), and one of the very first things he did was to inform me that my charms wouldn*t work on him! So instead of flirting with me, it was like he was scolding me or something.]
[UPDATE: I guess another note must be inserted here...It*s necessary to say that at present, with him being my DN boyfriend, or boyfriend, period...I have never been treated with so much consideration, sensitivity and thoughtfulness...Now that he is my boyfriend, he acts so romantically that no one will be able to match him (at least in my life so many years, NO ONE has been ABLE to be this sexy and romantic with me, so I*ll definitely remember this and I can say I*ll die happy if ever I die soon! I*m not ill or anything, still having the exuberance and excitement of a curious person open to life, but we never know!).]
To continue the narrative on his initial rejection of me (remember that his behaviour was THE OPPOSITE of the common behaviour of guys here...NOT THAT I WOULD BE INTRIGUED IF A SECOND GUY TREATS ME THIS WAY AGAIN HERE, IN AN INITALLY REJECTING MANNER...THERE IS NO WAY ANOTHER MAN CAN MATCH WHO MY CRUSH/MY LOVE IS IN HIS SOUL...SO I COULDN*T CARE LESS IF ANOTHER MAN HERE INITIALLY TREATS ME THIS WAY, THE WAY MY CRUSH DID AT THE START, MIMICKING HIM, HOPING I WILL BE INTRIGUED THE SAME WAY...THIS IS NOT A CONTEST OF WHO THE MOST MYSTERIOUS ONE IS OR WHO WILL INTRIGUE ME THE MOST...SHEESH!...I COULDN*T CARE LESS...)
[TIP FOR THE MEN: It*s better to act normally, not overly-courteous {a big, big turn-off!!} or overly-distant {equally appalling}(it will look like you\'re TRYING TOO HARD NOT TO LOOK DESPERATE for some girl...just act normally and and a beautiful woman (whoever is your crush here at DN, and there are many beautiful ladies here) won*t gag at your theatrics!!]
[ONE OTHER THING: Although he, My Crush, at this point viewed me as the "ruin of men", he also knew a lot about me...that I was scared of relationships and was very defensive about attempts of men to charm me...
Maybe it*s a strategy of his to be initially rejecting me, who knows...ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT HE DIDN*T NEED A STRATEGY...HE*S SO HOT JUST THE WAY HE NORMALLY IS...SO EFFORTLESSLY HOT AND SEXY THAT EVEN IF HE ACTED IN AN ALTERNATIVE WAY, LIKE NICE AND UNSUSPICIOUS TOWARDS ME, HE WOULD STILL BE SO DAMN HOT AND SEXY JUST THE SAME! HE*S SO HOT AND SEXY!!!]
(continued in Part 2...the next post)
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