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[color=sienna][b]SO FAR:
There were varied responses yesterday, when I posted the latest on My Crush and me. He still watches me, as I sleep, etc....and I got accused by him of wishing his wedding day were sooner rather than later so that I could be with some "Prince Charming"...
He actually said, "Yes, you got your way, didn*t you? How convenient that I HAD to be out of the picture so you could be with your Prince Charming...Hat*s Off to you Cinderella...You got rid of me with no one the wiser...except ME!!!"
So again I have to say to him and to all who care, that I*M STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM, MY CRUSH, MY LOVE AND MY FRIEND. Wait a minute...I*m the one who*s supposed to be jealous here, because he chose to marry the mother of his children (after the fight), right?...But I*m a fatalist, as I*ve said...it*s easy for me to see that loving and protecting one*s daughters goes over any emotional consideration as insignificant as romance with a new girl...I mean it. Our children are our priority. So I understand him completely when he made a big decision.[/b][/color]
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[color=purple][b]SO WHAT*S WITH HIS JEALOUSY, accusing me of having a secret...what...billionaire....still SECRETLY WAITING in the wings (until I get rid of him) (of course, that*s an absurd accusation for a woman so in love with him!)...Oh that...that*s just his way of justifying things because he knew he had hurt me by choosing what he chose...
He does not realize that I*m a parent too with the same feelings and I*d choose the same thing...Disappointment was present then I admit...but understanding accompanied it so the blow wasn*t that hard...
It was still a blow, coming from him, and so he feels guilty however...Making me bear part of the fault was his way of consoling himself that he isn*t a monster. He*s not. He*s a normal guy with fatherly feelings that are so strong. So it*s okay, you silly hot and sexy guy! I*m a parent too![/b][/color]
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