| You will not believe what has ever happened to me. I actually got contacted by a real publisher and the best part is I do not have to pay for anything. Yippee!! And I\'ve written three western stories to boot. Praise God, I mean that religiously not sarcastically. I guess he does answer prayers. Now if he could help me to work on the other stuff then I\'ll be finer than frog on a lily pad.
Talk to you soon.
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| I don\'t even know why I\'m even posting an entry. Not like anybody ever reads the d* thing anyway. I\'m sick of liars and fakers! I can\'t even get a f* person to f* talk to me. Then they have to sit there and give you the 3rd degree, because you might visited their site before in the past. Tell you something, if I f* did that to them, all h* would have been broke loose. Sick of f* chat rooms. ALL I WANT IS A F* FRIEND!!!!!!!! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO F* ASK FOR???????
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| I have been thinking a lot these past few days on what I have to be done with my life. So far, I haven\'t been able to come up with anything. Except that I\'ve been thinking of going away for a while, perhaps clear my head. But I know that is something I fear the most, because what if I never come home again. So, I guess the question is -- is it really worth it? |
| Well, I have survived four months into 2016. Here it is May. I have finished updating my "Above the Law" story. I hope the guy that I sent to, wasn\'t joshing about wanting to publish it. Tired of being lied to. I\'m trying to start on my third story, "Guns of H***dorado". Its another western. I sure do wish I had the talent that the best western writers had. But all way.
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| Sorry for the rant, but I had to say this to somebody. I am mostly peeved about the situation. Not really want you to fix it, but like before. Just I guess listen to my troubles, that I am sure that you get tired of hearing about them. Hope you understand.
You know, this is one reason why I go to counseling for. No matter what it is, or how many times I seek to bring order to my chaos. Nobody wants to listen to it, or they make fun or they ridicule me or whatever. I was just trying to have a decent conversation with Caleb about some additional problems that I was having with his "teenage years", when Lisa informs me that they had already heard it all before. Well, I don\'t care about much they hear it, I was just wanting an explication sort self-explanatory if you will. And I thought if I talked it directly to him and to her, that it would help benefit me more by perhaps, I don\'t know. But the point is -- no matter what you just cannot talk to these people. Period. |
| I am still working on my story. Hopefully I will finish it soon and have it published. My wife went to our daughter\'s school this evening and had a talk with our daughter\'s teacher about her performance in school. Basing on the teacher, she is really doing good. I hope things go well with her in the coming years in school. Our son has really changed my thinking of him. He has really pushed my thinking. He has started to mature into a young gentleman. Couldn\'t be more proud of him. I wish to thank the good Lord for our family. May he carry on looking over us and guide us and protect us.
God Bless
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| *sighs*. Well it\'s another Saturday night. I have yet to find a good-nature feller that would help me edit my story, "Above the Law". Does not look like I\'m ever gonna get published. I am not looking everywhere for hand-outs. I just thought perhaps someone might be in a position to look at what I wrote and then tell me what I need to fix. Heck, I can\'t even get a beta reader to even look at it. The goal is to write six Westerns. Though perhaps that would help my depression some, kinda silly I reckon. I just want to see my family to be proud of me. That is the sole purpose of being published.
My wife, has finally made headlines that she wanted for some time now -- Presidency of the P.T.O. of our daughter\'s elementary school. Our daughter, has been really striving to keep up the rest of her class. She seems to be doing quite well. Our boy, made me very proud of the fact that he kept his word by attending a birthday party even though he was the only one that showed up. He\'s back at his friend\'s house this week, won\'t be back home until Tuesday.
Hopefully, next week will bring me more joyous feeling than tonight. |
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