| ever since last night i\'ve been having such an awesome day. i got my first check, literally, this is my first job and i was so excited. thing is i wasn\'t expecting it to be over $200. plus the dream i had last night was just too great andd awesome to describe XD love it love today and i wish everyone a happy day today  |
| how would you treat a friend when all they say is to leave them alone? especially if its only you they say it to. i mean a lot of people consider me a very friendly person and a real good friend, but why am i losing so many friends? i still can\'t figure out why i\'m losing friends and no one really cares....
why are people now-a-days so corrupted? |
| my friend told me about how google is doing a competition on their logo. whoever wins gets to go to New York. not sure whether my artistic skills are up for it but i might give it a shot. the theme is the best day ever so i got nothing so far......
SO EXCITED!! |
| this morning i woke up with a lot of scratches all over the right side of my neck. it hurts and burns very badly and i hope i can find i way to how they got there. i asked my aunt because she\'s a CNA and she said she wasn\'t sure. also that i might have scratched myself in my sleep. how is that possible when i have no nails? i asked one of my friends today and she said that i might have demons in my house. she\'s kinda looney in the head but at least i got her opinion. all these scratches are creeping me out and i really wanna know what caused it, but at the time i don\'t. sometimes i wonder what i do in my sleep when i dream...... |
| its good to happy, but better to be in love. that.s never happened for me, but it will one of these days. sometimes in life when your happy your parents aren\'t. some parents actually do that and it sickens me. why not be happy if your son/daughter is happy? it\'s a weird question, but it happens.
Happiness can cure anything and love enhances the happiness you have. The more happiness and the more love, there\'s always going to be that one thing that can turn a frown upside down |
| working in a library is so much fun and the quietness is very peaceful. that is if everyone is quiet and no horse playing going on. to be honest i think only the quiet people should be allowed to go to the library because a loud person cant be quiet for % minutes let alone 5 seconds. why were some people born without common sense? I\'m curious to why because common sense is in every day life and it can help. especially when u need it most. maybe that\'s why a lot of people come to me for advice. i mean I\'m not trying to tell them what to do, i just give them a variety of options that could work and reason with them. it\'s weird because my best friend says I\'d be a good psychiatrist. |
| i wish my passion for drawing was as strong as it was for the past years. i\'m not sure why, but i havent drawn in over a month. i usually draw mad crazy, but i dont know why my artistic skill has evaporated. i think i need some help, but hopefully i can draw again. i even cried over not being able to draw. it was mainly about me being disappointed in myself and how i really want to draw more.... |
| for the past weeks i\'ve had the craziest days, but was so cool  i love the cold weather!!! ever since i started watching Buckwild i\'ve done crazy things like obsessing over llamas looking for some pepsi or me wearing a man-kini. not sure why but weird things keep going through my mind.
so many things are going through my mind that i just act crazy and one of these days i\'m going to blow up with excitement. i shall wait for that day to come!!! i may be crazy but i\'m proud to be crazy. XD
lets see......i\'m bored, hungry, getting hyper, and umm well idk watt else. hehe. i love being bored because i never pay attention to what i do or what\'s going on in the world around me!!
i\'m starting to leave what happened in past to stay in the past. usually i\'m always depressed but now every time i think of the past i just puta smile on my face and laugh it up :3
i\'m loving the winter!! i wish it would snow in texas so badly  i\'m normally from West Virginia and i loved it up there too> been livin\' in Texas for over a decade and i hate texas. all the people down here are mean and i dont like that one bit. i dont fight and i want it to stay that way, but people these days are just asking for it. |
| so far throughout my week i\'ve had awesome days. that is until the afternoon of yesterday. a pouring rush of good memories flooded my head. i cried a little bit, but it was for a good purpose. i was a membrance of a girlfriend i once had that is now part of the afterlife. i miss her so much. its a sad story, well thats what everyone says.
a long time ago me and my girlfriend Raven were having fun chunking snow at each other. we never had arguments or fights. it seemed that this was going to be rest of my life with the person i dearly loved. i wanted that to happen so badly, and i knew it would. but one day changed everything. i heard Raven scream, like an owl screeching at nighttime. at that exact moment when i heard that cry for help i ran to her. three gunshots struck her across her chest, and i held her in my arms. hoping and wishing that what i was watching was an illusion. sadly it wasnt. i couldnt believe that someone had the nerve to murder someone who didnt do anything for bad. Raven was the most perfect girl that i\'ve ever met. now she\'s gone and i still have her in my heart. it shall stay there for the rest of my life. the main emotions that i had were sadness, confusion, and infuriation. i wanted to find out who it was so badly and put that person in jail for the rest of their life. it was wrong and cruel. |
| so far today i\'ve been in a good mood. i feel like a little kid today. come to think about it i\'ve felt like that for a few days.  i wish i had a special someone to share my happiness with |
| extremely happy!!!!ever since last night i\'ve been having such an awesome day. i got my first check, literally, this is my first job and i was so excited. thing is i wasn\'t expecting it to be over $200. plus the dream i had last night was just too great andd awesome to de...confusionhow would you treat a friend when all they say is to leave them alone? especially if its only you they say it to. i mean a lot of people consider me a very friendly person and a real good friend, but why am i losing so many friends? i still can\'t figure ...total awesomeness!!my friend told me about how google is doing a competition on their logo. whoever wins gets to go to New York. not sure whether my artistic skills are up for it but i might give it a shot. the theme is the best day ever so i got nothing so far......SO EXC...what\'s going on?!?!?!this morning i woke up with a lot of scratches all over the right side of my neck. it hurts and burns very badly and i hope i can find i way to how they got there. i asked my aunt because she\'s a CNA and she said she wasn\'t sure. also that i might have ...love is pure happinessits good to happy, but better to be in love. that.s never happened for me, but it will one of these days. sometimes in life when your happy your parents aren\'t. some parents actually do that and it sickens me. why not be happy if your son/daughter is hap...loving lifeworking in a library is so much fun and the quietness is very peaceful. that is if everyone is quiet and no horse playing going on. to be honest i think only the quiet people should be allowed to go to the library because a loud person cant be quiet for %...my lost passion that i missi wish my passion for drawing was as strong as it was for the past years. i\'m not sure why, but i havent drawn in over a month. i usually draw mad crazy, but i dont know why my artistic skill has evaporated. i think i need some help, but hopefully i can ...feeling crazyfor the past weeks i\'ve had the craziest days, but was so cool i love the cold weather!!! ever since i started watching Buckwild i\'ve done crazy things like obsessing over llamas looking for some pepsi or me wearing a man-kini. not sure why but weird t...oh happy days, with a little noodle on itso far throughout my week i\'ve had awesome days. that is until the afternoon of yesterday. a pouring rush of good memories flooded my head. i cried a little bit, but it was for a good purpose. i was a membrance of a girlfriend i once had that is now part...merfso far today i\'ve been in a good mood. i feel like a little kid today. come to think about it i\'ve felt like that for a few days. i wish i had a special someone to share my happiness with... Recently Spotted MembersNo members found. Be the first. |
i love the cold weather!!! ever since i started watching Buckwild i\'ve done crazy things like obsessing over llamas looking for some pepsi or me wearing a man-kini. not sure why but weird things keep going through my mind.
i\'m normally from West Virginia and i loved it up there too> been livin\' in Texas for over a decade and i hate texas. all the people down here are mean and i dont like that one bit. i dont fight and i want it to stay that way, but people these days are just asking for it.
i wish i had a special someone to share my happiness with