| Okay so today I\'ll have to be quick I\'m going away on holiday in a few hours but today I\'m going to do something which will be mega awkward if my friends from school see. But anyway today\'s journal entry is about kind of everything that has been cooped up inside me for about a year and you\'re probably thinking tell your friends or why tell us but if I tell anyone at my school they will be like, don\'t try and make out you have such a hard life, or don\'t be so silly go away, or that was dramatic. Because, quite frankly, they\'re stupid! No offence girls. But I assure you all of this is true. 200% true. So let\'s begin!!!
Now my friends think I\'m mean and bossy they don\'t like me as much as anyone else in the gang. I totally respect and understand that. Okay, I\'m not the nicest person, I woul never say that. But if you didn\'t like someone that is meant to be your friend as much as the other people, would you make it known? Probably not unless you\'re mean  but what I don\'t understand is that 3 girls in the gang always seem to make it known when they don\'t want me around. Sometimes, I walk over and they kinda just drift off.
Now my grandma was in hospital, people were being mean to me at school, and I have major problems at home. Like my mum and dad not being able to pay the bills, so we keep getting powercuts, my mum said she was filing the divorce papers and so you can probably understand I haven\'t been in the best of moods. But oh no, they have to make out that it\'s MY FRICKING FAULT all of that\'s happening. Like WTF?!?!?! Sometimes I am crying at school, yeah, CRYING. They don\'t even come over and say oh are you okay what\'s the matter, y\'know? And if they do ( rare ) they take their f****** time over it. I don\'t really care, my two other friends out of school could make up for 100 of them. But I still class them as my friends and it really upsets me when they act like they just don\'t care.
Y\'know, that feels so good. To finally let it out o someone, even if I don\'t know them. Even of it\'s just you guys.
Well thanks for reading see you later today if I have time otherwise on Tuesday!!!!
Love
Layla
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but what I don\'t understand is that 3 girls in the gang always seem to make it known when they don\'t want me around. Sometimes, I walk over and they kinda just drift off. 
