| Today Jan 20, 2011
Today was Horable! ill skip to the sad part then say the good things.
Ok so today i was having a blast in my Karate school doing sparing, Techniques and you know stuff like that anyway after that i talked to my most favorite karate teacher in the world!! we drawed pics and stuff (Hes in his twentys) and then we talked and then we got to some other thing
that was pretty important and i said somthing very Very VERY! rude to him. Though i didn't know until i told my mother about it and she said to never again mention that because it was rude (im not going to say what i did but it was not any swear words) and then when i found that out i was already at home and my mom says he hides his feelings because he didn't seem to care when i said it but now i know. and i was asking my mom if i could text him sorry i knew it would be best but she said he'll just brush it off and forget about it but now how can i even face him!!!! if i say sorry he'll remember but he might remember the conversation we had when he looks at me!!!!!!!!!
I dont know what to do but..... oh jeez... i dont know.. I dont know. I mean he's so important to me and what can i do know! i feel so stupid! I am STUPID!!!!...... i just hope he's ok and that he'll forget all about it... and i hope he'll have happier days.
before that.......
I went to an acting class. Only four boys in there and twenty girls (the boys must be in heaven! =P) Which is fine with me i really dont care. but i have to adimit even though most of the people that were weird (Especially the teach.) ugh! scary teacher!... anyway their acting was amazing! i couldn't believe it so i had fun besides sitting on the hard cement floor and my butt becoming flat, it was fun =). i read the last book of Tsubasa before i went though. I didn't like the ending it made me very unhappy. Because Princess Sakura, she was so kind and stuff and always traveled with Fai, Kurogane, Syoran, and Mokona. But at the end of the story Sakura decided not to go traveling with them anymore, what the crap!! but anyway life for me kinda sucks... i just hope i have a better day tomorow.
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